My Chinese New Year Reunion Dinner

Oh as usual, my Chinese New Year reunion dinner was kinda boring… I felt like an outcast there. I’m the only person who doesn’t know how to speak Hokkien there and none of them cared. My dad speaks to my little nephew more than the total of words he spoke to me in a week. I wish he’d know how I felt 🙁 I guess it’s true that Hokkien people do care for boys more than girls. And you know what? I don’t really like that nephew of mine. He’s a 4-5 years old spoilt brat. He hits his dad and grandpa. If I were his mum, he’s gonna get it from me. Yea, I’m gonna be a strict mum. Seeing kids like him makes me think twice of whether I wanna become a mother in the future. Oh well… enough of my ramblings. Today is supposed to be a happy day right? You know what? I think I’m a little drunk now. I just drank a cup of red wine and I felt dizzy. Every step I took is imbalance. I still have a movie date later…. I don’t wanna be drunk just yet.